what am i doing?

of all the times

why does it have to be now

where my mind just can't stop whirling and swirling in circles

on the thoughts

WHY AM I LIVING?

WHAT AM I HERE FOR?

WHAT DO I WANT IN FUTURE

WHAT IS LIFE?

WHO AM I????

and whenever i have these thoughts, i get cranky and moody

so pardon me for if i snap at anyone =)

these thoughts just come to me of all a sudden all the time

it's like im doing something then WHAM!

suddenly i think of one of these questions

but for it to come to me NOW

IM HAVING MY BLOODY ADD MATHS AND BIO NEXT WEEK

I NEED TO FOCUS DAMNIT ~!@#$%^&*(

and you know what's worse?

i've been having these thoughts a few years back

but i never seem to be able to find the answers to these questions

and this drives me to the brink of insanity.

oh wait, IM ALREADY INSANE