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my blog is 2loveis2cry.blogspot.com
my tumblr is 2loveis2cry.tumblr.com
so today miaw told me she created a bloggie for tumblr
but she did not give me the link.
her blogspot was lovexxpain.blogspot.com
so i typed lovexxpain.tumblr.com
i'm awesome =)

I freaked out today.

completely.

i watched 3 episodes of Grey's Anatomy and i freaked.

No it wasn't because of the blood or other gory details.

It was knowing the fucking fact that the life of someone is in YOUR hands.

Life is so easy when you can just say "it's up to God"

Life is troublesome when you're gonna play a part in determining the life or death of someone.

Yeah and i pretty much freaked.

To go for what i want, you have to have three things : Money, Passion, Results.

Well, money is something you can do without since there are all types of scholarships.

Passion is something that can be fostered or cultivated. whatever.

Results. Now that's one hell of a problem. No results, dream on. Simple as that.

And now ladies and gentlemen, how the fuck am I gonna become as smart as those STRAIGHT PERFECT WONDERFUL ZOMG As' students in like..less than a year?

Talking about results, parents are getting...more impossible nowadays?

dude. have you seen kindergarten' kid's books?

WHAT THE HECK

ARE THEY TRYING TO KILL 4 YEARS OLD?

I can't even READ a few words from my sis's Chinese text book. I'm serious. I know my Chinese is bad but at least I could read kindergarten standard. BUT NOW...WALAO EH!

Do you know how many books they have for just ONE EFFING SUBJECT?

And my mum is putting so much pressure on my sis. I got so annoyed just now , I just yelled " Can you just stop forcing her?" and my mum was like " She can't even read". And finally, I yelled " So you think by forcing her, she will be able to? Are you going to do to her what you did to Kai?"

yeah. that pretty much shut her up. For the time being that is.

Meanwhile, I'm just gonna pity my sis.

The world has gone TOO obsessed with academic performance till they don't realise they're killing the liveliness in every child.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING DEE!

JD

JINGDY

lol

swt

thanks for sending those messages EVERYDAY.

haha.

wish you a happy seventeen and hope you get your driving license ASAP

xD

Just struck a thing off my "to do list before graduation".

I had a LONG talk (ok not THAT long) with my dad about the , MY , future.

I have a backup plan just in case everything fails. =/

If I somehow miraculously get the IDEAL results, plan A.

If I don't....plan B.

First step, is to decide.

A levels or STPM

advantage for A levels :
NO UNIFORMS!
NO WAKING UP EARLY!
NO PARENTS! WOOOO (going KL for A levels)

disadvantage for A levels :

culture shock. =O
they say the standard is lower than stpm. lol
my FWENS TT

advantage for STPM :
no culture shock
still can bully sze and those studying form6
save $$
i'll have a car to drive ( since i'm in kuching what )

disadvantage for STPM :
uniform woi
7 am woi. walao eh
so bian tai ar form 6...quite difficult TT

And for once in my life, I'm TERRIFIED of sitting for an English exam

haheho

i have NOT moved to tumblr.

hehe.

im still using blogspot whereas tumblr is gonna be random SPAMZ!

haha xD

so today we did something crazy.

and by crazy, i mean REAL CRAZY

i must have been mental to do it.

but yeah, i did.

and i don't regret it now.

not now anyway..probably a few months later.

whatever. senior year. crazy year =)

and today i witnessed the BEST oral over.

gosh. i laughed so freaking damn hard.

nice accent matt.

LOL

HELLO TUMBLR!

my new PLACE for me to go crazeeeh~~~

http://2loveis2cry.tumblr.com/

i chose that for the sake of you guys. so you guys can remember.

haha xD

not sure whether i'll still be using blogspot.

i feel kinda..bad? cuz if im using tumblr it feels as if i "betrayed" my blogspot.

LOL.

but still , i might return to blogspot because it feels much easier to use after years of blogging on it.

bla bla bla .

check out my tumblr.

=)

P/S : even if i get hooked on tumblr, i'll still be checking my blog cuz most people are using blogspot and it's easier to follow that way =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GIRL IN KL.

lol.

HAPPY SEVENTEEN MICHELLE!!!


though i'm not sure if you read my blog.

but still, God Bless =)

you get prettier every time i see you. haha

if you want respect from others, then why don't you start by respecting others?

if you want them to love you, then why don't you love them first?


i'm still having a hard time learning to give to others what i expect from them.

=(

i expect too much

i give too little

isn't that the problem with the world?


we want all the riches in the world

but exactly how much of our wealth have we give off to the poor?

blind

the people i didn't cared turned out to be the most wonderful people in times of need

the people i loved turned out to be nothing but a stranger

how could i have been so blind?